i can't take it anymore

i think my 10 month-old baby is a genius because she started brushing my hair all by herself.

i am going to start going to AA meetings for a number of reasons.

1. it will be a good way to get out of the house which i REALLY need to do more often. there are meetings every W, Th, F, Sat & Sun.

2. i will be able to hear other people talk and i will be able to talk to other people (very important! i am starting to die of a lack of varied human interaction)

3. i need support with working on my addictive behaviors.

4. it’s FREE.

5. i’ve gone to AA meetings before with my dad and i always enjoyed them. they are interesting.

my new before-bed snack is toast with peanut butter and applesauce. i'm on a kick.