That is the question.
Whether to suffer the slings and arrows of outrageous blogging. Or I Cheated on my no-blogging weekend. I didnt officially post,
but I thought about blogging non-stop and obsessed over it
nonetheless.
I strategized and finagled in my head.
I did not study much. And I got away with it.
But, was I better off swearing off?
No.
I was not better off. It did not help me
to study more at
all!
It really didnt.
My pining away actually deterred me
and hampered my studying
abilities.
I could not use my skills
because they were depressed.
Deflated.
My blog is my best friend.
It is my mirror.
A place to explore myself.
Navel-gazing at its finest.
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