it's really pathetic

i am an angry person.
so if i don't seem that way to you, then you're under a false impression.
hey, and guess what? it's not paranoia to think that everything you do and say? there's a record of it somewhere, somehow. watching wife swap tonight must have made me think of that. it was a lot about privacy and freedom. what happens when there's too much? not enough? even having a 'private' blog could be seen as suspect in this day and age. everything has to be public. but then stuff goes underground, right?
whatever... it's just a cycle.
i'm tired from thinking too much.

i will paint