zero tolerance

some people have no interest in fashion and they don't understand it so they think it is vain and shallow to even concern yourself with it.
i think of it as a form of art, creativity & self-expression. i LOVE fashion, but i wouldn't want to be completely immersed in that world. i enjoy watching from the outskirts.
it is seriously hard for me to adjust my mind to some aspects of getting older. i think i am having a really long identity crisis.

i sorta feel like college is dumb, now. when you're in college you feel all special like you're really doing something important, but it's a fantasy world: academia. you get a false sense of self-importance.

but, now that i'm out, i don't have anyone to talk to about a lot of my interests, which is why i like to spend a lot of time on-line, but then that seems to further isolate me. in other words: yes, i'm lonely. i think i've always been that way & ultimately it is inherent in being human.