scary

sometimes i am very very sensitive to noises. i especially hate 'mouth noises'-- any kind of chewing, swallowing, whatever. if someone is eating peanut m&m's or cereal in a quiet room and i am there it makes me go insane. it's weird how sometimes the fan on the computer noise is so loud to me that i can't concentrate on anything else. or sometimes a clock ticking is so loud that i can't get it out of my head. all of those things are annoying. yesterday we watched the exorcism of emily rose. i liked it. it was mostly about the court case. but now i'm afraid of the clock saying 3AM. but there was a scene in the movie where emily rose was in a restaurant and the sounds of everyone clinking their forks was so loud to her that it gave her a headache; and, i thought to myself-- maybe i'm possessed!