i am huge

pecker is a funny movie. i feel very large, now. cumbersome and hardly able to move. tired, too. i'm supposed to have another month of this? i'll have to try and sleep through it. the parody commercials on SNL always trick me. like, i'll mute them, thinking it's a real commercial, or i'll think real commercials are actually the parody ones. it's confusing, but funny.