Tuesday, November 08, 2005

in a bad mood

i get this way sometimes. i feel bored and i don't want to do anything at all. i don't want to take a nap, i've slept enough. i don't know if there's anything i want to eat. probably not. i don't want to go for a walk. i don't want to do homework. i don't want to watch t.v. or a movie. i don't want to listen to music. i don't want to talk to anyone. i'm angry at the cats because all they ever want is for me to feed them. ROAR! i think that i am creatively frustrated! i also want money to spend on useless crap like i don't already have enough useless crap! i don't want to go through all my useless crap though because i don't want to do anything but be bored and miserable! and, yes, i am taking anti-depressants and i do see a therapist, but i probably need more therapy. blah!