it's just a banana

your hands actually are like a vortex of energy.
last night i cried so hard my eyelidss are like big, purple grapes today.
i was just feeling overwhelmed...
needed to get rid of some cortisol or somethin'
but i am happy.
just in a lot of pain.
i know my body would benefit from some yoga, deep relaxation, massage, pampering, etc.
the past few days have felt like i'm moving around in molasses or something...
simple normal activities require the strength of will usually reserved for mountain-moving. ;-)