a shift

my life has become a big blur of changing diapers and nursing. i can't remember which time sophie peed on the changing table, was that last night or the day before? i can't tell the difference anymore. i enjoy it, but it is very demanding. last night, i did sleep a few times for a few hours at a time. this afternoon, though, i had a choice between taking a nap or blogging. i decided to blog. it helps me get back in touch with myself a little bit.

my dreams have been obscure lately.

life is a little surreal, right now.