whatever

each day i see an improvement in my physical condition, but i'm still not functioning normally. i can barely walk because of the edema in my feet and ankles. my back is utterly killing me. i guess those are my two biggest complaints.
why am i watching the news? i need to turn that off and listen to some buddhist chanting. i should definitely be elevating my feet much more frequently than i do, but it's hard because there's always something to do which involves the use of my feet.
we are living in a bubble of love.
it's very difficult for me to sit still.
busy-ness is a coping mechanism of mine.
i have lots of coping mechanisms.