could it be both?

i didn't make this nor do i own it. found the picture online a long time ago... don't remember where.
my house is so messy. it's clutter mostly. i hate clutter. i seem to be a magnet for it, however. i try to get rid of stuff, but it does no good. there have been times in my life when i was obsessed with eliminating clutter and being super tidy. other times, i'm a slob. which one is real?