i am completely insane!

this world is full of suffering. you don't even know the half of it. neither do i. that's the kind of thing that i think about at night. i sit there and think morbid thoughts. i'm the epitome of debbie downer! fer reels. i took some pictures of myself in a beautiful setting and the background is lovely... but, the subject is not! i am very hard on myself. there are eight hundred million things that i hate about my appearance and i can't understand why everyone doesn't run screaming in the opposite direction at the very sight of me. but hey. maybe they don't notice all the stuff i notice. i hope to heck not!