don't let it bother you

so right now i weigh twenty pounds more than i want to.
scott is mister negative because he says i won't lose it.
psshhh
yes i WILL
i told him that i won't stay like this.
mostly it is abdominal.
i put on some pants that used to be a little big on me and i could totally get them on. they look fine except for the abdominal roll. i won't wear pants like that, don't worry.