ewe's fluffy

i keep forgetting that i am fat and then when i realize it again it makes me SO mad! it surprises me everytime. people might say, "you're not fat" but they are wrong. i am overweight according to the medical charts. it disgusts me. i lost a long-time loyal reader a while back because i said being fat is disgusting. SORRY but that is how i feel for myself. if YOU want to believe that it is beautiful, don't let me stop you. i wish all of society felt that way and then i wouldn't have to be so stressed out about it.