i like to sing pop songs.

i don't like to be the center of attention, really.
i don't like sexual attention very much.
i mean, it embarrasses me, i guess.
i've certainly never felt like i could weild feminine power over men... nope.
maybe i do it, but not on purpose with that intent at all.
anyway, i think it would be better if i felt better about my sexuality and sexuality in general... but a lot of times i feel that it is separate from me.
i think that it has to do with many things but one thing is the scoliosis. i dislike the deformity.
i wish i had a karaoke machine or something.