embarrassing

i laugh too loudly-- obnoxiously. sometimes i cannot control the volume of my voice. i blame it on acoustic problems. sometimes i get excited. i've been trying to be more aware of it because sometimes it startles the baby. so i have to be more careful.

there is a baseball field out behind our apartments. you can walk back there and there's a disk golf course and a cemetery. but we have been thusly blessed with the beautiful sounds of people hooting and hollering at the evening baseball games.

one time scott and i were walking through there and i didn't realize that i was walking right in the way of some disk-golfers and when i realized it-- he knew it the whole time and just wanted to see what i would do. he thought i knew or something. i don't know.