gotta get inside

i am feeling REALLY irritable this morning. why does everything have to annoy me?

if i analyze the feelings of anger it's coming from thinking things should be different than they are.

i could wear the most insane outfit imagineable and scott would most likely not bat an eyelash. i could wear black stuff smeared all over my cheeks and red galoshes with a tube top and a tutu and scott would just be like, "ready to go?" which is very liberating, really. one of my exes used to tell me not to wear certain things. i guess i think that it shouldn't matter. but, i like fashion. i am interested in how people dress. scott basically just doesn't care. but he would probably like it if i wore a motorcycle corset.