"it's a 'no' for me"

so, since i was not at school for a whole semester, i was sort of detached from it in a way. adrienne said she got accepted to NYU and i was all... nyu NEW YORK??? and people looked at me like i had two heads. i apologized for my lameness.
i felt like i had no IQ. it was a flippin' trip, really.
i KNOW NYU is in NEW YORK! that wasn't why i asked the question!
maybe it's some kinnd of weird, subconscious thing? i act that way because i have social anxiety and ptsd and it's a coping mechanism of some sort.
i get overstimulated. we were all overstimulated yesterday.