Friday, May 05, 2006

mu

sometimes it is hard to feel your feelings. my feelings. it is hard for one to feel ones own feelings. sometimes we have difficulty feeling our own feelings.


standing like a stick in the mud and refusing to feel leads to panic.

now what?

action becomes infused with a feeling of need.

i don't want to feel this. what can i do to avoid it? can i run away? can i refuse to look at it? is it still there? yes.

what is it?

and who is running away?