not just anybody

i feel like i need a day off.

breastfeeding is very demanding.

i am thankful that i can do it and i enjoy it...

but, it's demanding and i would like a break but then i feel guilty and don't want a break.

because otherwise, i get too tired to be at my peak performance. and i start to feel depressed/bummed out/discouraged/grumpy.

mother's day .... nothing really happened for me that was special. not really.

i'm not asking for pity or anything like that. the day before mother's day was very special... mother's day just came on a day when everyone needed downtime. and i'm not really SO into special holidays like that. i mean, they are nice enough, but no biggie.