a dash of orange

are we all like two-face? i especially am, but I'm a gemini, so i can't help it... it's not my fault. i'm actually overly self-conscious about not imposing on people. i play the aloof game. it's my control drama. this is all celestine prophecy talk, now. boy, i sure do run the gamut, don't i? when i speak in class, i get stage fright and start stumbling over my words and turning red and i come off like some sort of lamo, probably, because i can't get my point across cuz i'm usually in a big race to beat the heart attack i'm about to have if i don't hurry and stop talking and it is so frustrating cuz i have lots of cool and pertinent stuff to say, but.... i feel like a nincowpoop. bleh. THAT, folks, is why I blog. To be honest with you, I am interested in watching the Bewitched movie. For one thing, Shirley MacLaine is badical! I love her. Just to see her as Endora is worth even an evening movie price. so, i definitely want to see that. i think that nicole kidman, although she annoys me, is a good actress and that she actually looks like one of the tabithas from the original tv show. the more you know, the more humble you should become. arrogance is a sign of less knowledge. or less wisdom. humility is better. but everyone is at whatever stage he or she is at. me? i'm pretty arrogant. i really don't want to be. it shows in my insecurity and how easily my feathers are ruffled!!