too wrong or too right

i've never really been a big fan of cigarettes. i've tried to get addicted to them at various tymes thinking it would be cool and make me skinnier or something. but, i just don't like cigarettes. i remember as a child squatting next to the ashtray while my mom left her cigarette burning and i tried to take a drag... cuz i thought smoking looked cool even then. my favorite movie of smoking is Billy Bathgate, which is hard to get on video lately. let alone the fact that video is an obsolete mode of format of blah blah blah. yeah. like albums.