yo, that's dope!

i was going to get all the fixins for banana splits, but then i remembered all the stuff we talked about in class today about anorectics. one woman in class said she was beginning to think there was some truth to the phrase "no food tastes as good as being thin feels." and I feel fat! so, i don't think i should eat ever again! but, of course i will and i love food and there's this whole concept that being thin is a demonstration of willpower and control over desire and ah! i should just eat a big fat banana split for my birthday! and why is it that humans are always wanting to deny themselves the very things that they most want? there must be something else we want more! tomorrow my little sister will be here. she is visiting for a few days! that will be fun! she and i can drive my boyfriend up the wall acting immature and annoyingly manic! (she's 14, and i'm mentally 13, if that!)