mr. noodle is dizzy

i've been drinking more coffee than usual-- lookin' for a buzz. i get all anxious tho if i don't eat, too. then sometimes i take an anti-anxiety pill.

i waste too much time on the internet, but i am like a net-addicted zombie and it's hard to discipline myself.

i've been wanting to make a sock monkey, just to do something creative. but that means i have to pick out a pair of socks, locate the scissors, thread the needle... and on and on it goes until the sock monkey is done. i enjoy repetetive handiwork, though... it's relaxing. but i also resist doing the activities that i know will help me.