that's all

i don't HAVE to get a job.
i just think that it is about time that i tested the water a little bit, but my confidence is low because the last time i worked was like 4 or 5 years ago. i just want something small and something within walking distance. one time i worked cleaning and running errands for old people and i liked it. it felt like i was actually HELPING someone. i think that is the most satisfying thing to do. not just being a little cog in a wheel of a BIG corporation that doesn't even know you exist. i want to SEE the results of my work.

my grammie used to have her "ladies" that she worked for... she used to do the same type of thing and she was practically a saint.
making some money is not my main goal, although it will be helpful to bring in a little bit of extra income. i've never wanted to be super successful or super rich. i just want to do something that makes a difference in peoples lives.