blog paranoia

june seems like a really long month... doesn't it? i'm like, it's still JUNE?? come on! i'm sick of June. i have a billion things i need to be doing and my back hurts and i feel like being inert but i know that will never get me anywhere. my blog is not fun to talk to anymore because it just isn't. my blog could turn on me at any moment. it can't be trusted.