ugh omg (!) all these sirens are going on outside fire trucks ambulance i know something is going on in this town and it must be kinda big, cuz normally nothing goes on. a fire? what? i MUST know this instant. but it is too cold and stormy outside and i am not going to put forth the effort required to go outside and find out what is going on so now i am all angsty wondering what could it BE? i bet a lot of other bored people in this teeny tiny town are actually biking, walking, driving around trying to find out what's up. people are outside, on the fone, driving by, etc. scott thinks i am hilarious. he is not like me. he isn't very nosey about other people. i am a looky-loo. always on my tiptoes peeking over under and around curtains to see what people are doing. i'm just very curious. nosey. i cannot STAND it if people are outside making noise, gathering, doing something... i just HAVE too see what it is. i don't need to know, obviously, but i think it is better to be aware of your surroundings and actually, sometimes i am hypervigilant about that but other times i'm tres oblivious about things other ppl would find obvs.