some people don't ever like to be alone.
it makes them feel uncomfortable.
i am not one of those people.
when people say they'd be uncomfortable going to a movie alone, i do NOT get that.
my grandma is that way.
she worries about how other people see her.
i guess we all do that to some extent; but,
i've always been antisocial.
looking back on my life,
i either wanted to be the boss of the situation or not be in the situation.
and i don't really even like being the boss.
i'm imperturbable lately because i am happy about something.
i'm not even gonna tell you what it is cuz it's none of your business.