sometimes i think it's a sin

hi

i am accustomed to living in a controlled environment.

i live in a gingerbread house.

in my soul.

a hermit

in the woods

an artist

even when i made a list of what i would want if i could have anything/if i won lotto

i wanted to live in the mountains by a large body of water, maybe ocean, a humble abode with adequate transportation

and then just be free

to live

grow

sustain

breathe

create

ओउम

so in a very real sense, i already have what i want

as far as that goes