a walk on a slippery rock

when that fire happened, i speculated philosophically what meaning there may have been behind it. cleansing through fire? rebirth? was it a lesson to me? a message that i was on the wrong path? i have thought perhaps this could be. i have also thought that it could have been because in that apartment i had made an attempt at painting the letters of the hebrew alphabet on a canvas. it is said that those letters are "words of the living God." i must be very self-centered to think that i am the one that causes everything that happens in my life.