window to the soul

it's almost impossumbull for me to go to sleep without reading. definitely not preferable. i think it is probably a little bit unusual that i like to read very deep, difficult to comprehend-type stuff before i go to bed; and, i do this in order to stop thinking about all the daily goings on so i can sleep medicine. it is the way i like to unwind. it is sometimes unpleasant for the one who shares my bed. so, i read in the other room until i start to nod off. then, i go to bed.