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i always have this feeling when i'm talking to people that they are3 making an effort to appear as though they are giving me their attention but really they can't wait until i shut up and they are having a lot of trouble giving a fuck

so then i wonder why i even talk. but everyone else talks and talks without any concern or awareness even if anyone even gives a rip AT ALL about what they are saying.
they just want me to SHUT UP!