time slowed down

i think it is trippy the way that you pretty much don't see 'sexy' shots of men on blogs unless it is a blog for gay men. and then with provocative pictures of women you have other women 'complimenting' -like- i just don't get it myself. i don't feel all happy and excited for another woman when she has a hot body. i'm not gonna be all "yay for you" in general. i mean, i might say that kind of stuff if i feel obligated, but anyway. this is just how i see things. from my limited little worldview, i suppose.