you mean well

while watching fast food nation, i could not keep my eyes open. it's not that it isn't interesting, but it is very slow and soporific. i like those kind of movies sometimes, tho... the kind that put one to sleep. like DEAD MAN with Johnny Depp which is the BEST movie ever for sleeping.

years ago, the first time i rented dead man, i couldn't return it cuz i liked it so much and i just kept on not returning it and having some sort of like mental block against returning it (i even told my therapist at the time and he convinced me that there were definitely OPTIONS in that situation...)

so last night i went to bed at about eight fifteen. so now i am awake, but unfortunately so is the baby.